I don't like this feeling. I don't want bitterness to grow. It's so tiny and microscopic right now, but I'm afraid it will continue to grow.
I feel like a jerk. I feel like things just keep keeping me from going to Vineyard. I feel like it's been a month since I last went. I met people and attempted to get to know them, and then I disappear. I don't like this feeling either. Not knowing what people think about me. I care. I always have. Can't help it. Pleasing people as well. It's how I'm wired, but it's what really messes with my head and tears me apart. These are two things I wish I could change about myself.
I have so many weaknesses...
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