December 7, 2010

• I think my post-ms is so much worse than my pre-ms. I just want to cry over everything. Everything makes me want to cry!

  The good and bad make me want to cry, but whether good or bad, it feels like a sad cry that wants to come out.

  I think part of it might be that I feel like I'm mourning... mourning the loss/change of relationships. Feeling like something's missing, no longer there.

  Went over to Johnny and Annie's for leftover dinner after the Nica meeting. Oh my goodness how I love Jojo (Joanne). She is so precious. I can't believe how she's grown. It just blows my mind. I love her so much, thinking about her brings tears to my eyes. I'm sure a big part of it is PMS, but still... God, what a miracle a child is, let alone to see that child grow.

  

  

  

  It's some crazy love I have for this girl. I love Ryan and Issachar too, but sadly it's different since Jojo's the one I see more often.

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