May 2, 2011

• I don't know why but I've been thinking a lot about someone recently. I think it's because my relationship clock seems to be ticking and counting down. At least once a week someone else brings it up. Something in me wishes I could be with this person, but the realistic and logical person in me knows it's someone I would never consider actually marrying because as far as I know he's not really a Christian, or at least not the kind of Godly man I would want to marry. Not to say that he's ungodly and a terrible person though. He's actually a really nice, polite, respectable person.

  Right now I'm just hoping he finds his way back to God at any church. I haven't seen or talked to him in.. 2 years now? I keep going back and forth on whether or not I should send him an e-mail just to see how he's doing, but then I don't know if it'll come across as strange because it's out of nowhere and send him any weird signals. We were only somewhere between acquaintances and friends. This is such a weird place to be.

  UPDATE: LOL.. I just wrote a new song because of this. It's really stupid, childish, simple and kinda funny because of how simple and stupid it is. Stupid as in teenage stupidity.

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