August 8, 2011
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I had a realization about myself today. I've been... "traumatized". A better way to put it may be.. I have learned a lesson from my past. Because of my past.. I am now more cautious. I have more walls up. Boundaries mean more to me now than it used to.
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I feel like I need to go away. It's the only way I can focus and be truly productive. It's the easy way out, but sometimes I feel like it's the better option for me, even so. I seriously feel like a waste of life here, where I am, right now, doing what I do, or don't do. I hate feeling purposeless. When I'm away.. at least I usually have a goal or a purpose to strive after. Here.. I'm just.. stuck and lost.
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